Why am I making this journal?
It's not hard to say, for people that know me quite well it would be something obvious.
Yesterday something passed away. Something really special became a past. Something that happened yesterday stayed there and we woke up this morning and we are still alive. Yesterday, The Black Parade passed away. It's amazing. I feel really happy and sorry for it. Because the Black Parade do changed my life and do created me as you know me now.
First time I saw WTBP on Day of Dead in Poland last year and it was like 11 of September? That day my life changed. I started to listen to the music I listen now, I started to talk to people, I changed the way I looked like I became something new and for the first time I became something that I accepted and felt good about it. We all knew about it, that those boys won't stay with us forever but I never imagined the end of it all. I watched on YT Helena from Madison Square Garden and I realized that even tough something so important passed away, I'm still here, I'm alive and I live my life now. I don't know what future brings, it would be hard to face it all without parade behind me, but that's what life is about.
Farewell My Chemical Romance and Black Parade
Thank you for everything.

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